I stare out into the
shadows, which come and go like ebbing black waters, lapping at my
feet. My hands clenched tight to my sides, I decide whether to sprint
or walk or die. When I run, I shall fall. Down, ripping skin from my
palms and my knees, drawing blood from my beaten body and crushing me
into the earth. My tears shall soak into the bloody ground but-
I shall laugh until my
lungs burn, because the flowers will grow now. They shall feel their
way through the misty darkness and push up through the oppressive
dirt. They will penetrate the muddy ground and reach up with curling
hand-like stems to the sky, never once seeing the sun in their
pursuit, but hoping for it, and that is all that ever mattered.
Then, they will
blossom. And I, in this shadowy place, watched by fantastically
judgmental eyes, will look to them. They unravel their petals,
opening up to the world, ready to embark upon their life after being
a trapped, tiny seed caged within the ground. I will run among them,
on them, they will push me forward, with their colours and their
faces turned towards the not always visible sun. It's there, they'll
shout. Keep running. Keep running.
The clouds will rage
with angry rumbles across the dark sky, but the flowers of the night
will grow with the rain that pours forth, and taller and taller
they'll grow. Strength in their numbers, beauty in their strength,
they will be with me until the seasons change, and we all return into
the ground. But we'll be happy with our successes, because we kept
running, kept moving forward, never laying down in defeat in the dark
rain.
Listen to the flowers
as they accept your heavenly tears. Listen to their voices as they
travel towards the air above, unaware that life exists, but hoping
that something is up there, with instinct their only companion. They
live for only a moment here on earth, and you too have only a moment
in comparison. Have the strength to feel your way blind as that
lonely green stem. Have the belief that you will find the sun and be
able to blossom just as nature had wanted.
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