The sky is dark blue,
like a summer crystal with a shade of night exploding in the dark dust
above him. He's on a cliff, which throws him into the air above
the ground below, until all the trees look like broccoli and the men
like action figures from a children's toy set. It's winter, so with
this summer sky with it's purple and fiery blue colours comes his
breath, pale as death into the air, like the smoke from a dragon's
throat as he coughs and sneezes with a seasonal cold. He stands
there, taking all of this in, rubbing his white and pink hands
together, contemplating what it all means.
Here, there is nothing
but sky, it outstretches over everything, cuddling the corners of
that tiny earth. And here he is, standing in it, breathing into it,
giving it life as it floats around him like bubbles from a boiling
bath; one that would wrinkle your skin and warm you to the bone. The
broccoli sways below in the strong wind that soars through the earth
and the little plastic men totter from place to place with these
realistic aims and ideas. Look at them go, look at them live! He
cannot see their smiles, he is too far away, but he knows they are
there. Protruding from their ageing faces, like shining beacons of
hope.
He should go and join
them, he is one of them. But yet, he is not. There is no shining
beacon of hope splashed across his face from summer rain; only hard
crystal eyes sent from the fire of winter, sent with what he's seen
and what he understands. He stretched out his cold hands and closed
those eyes, and the lights went out in the world. Everyone,
everything, was still. Time seemed to pause, holding it's breath,
waiting, as this one man stood and contemplated everything and
nothing, the end and the beginning, life and death, happiness and
distress.
Tears that seemed black
in this bright night dropped like tiny silver bullets onto the dark
grass below him, and he watched them as they soaked like daggers into
the brown ground. The figures were tottering again, though the trees
still seemed frozen and waiting. He lowered his hands and clenched
his teeth, the wind blowing his jacket, gnawing at his chest. What
were they waiting for? Nothing. They could do without him.
And then with a bang
and a crack and a blinding flash which fired up like morning and then
burned out like dusk, he was gone. There was a sizzling black singed
mark where he had been standing, and the birds in the nearest tree
gaped with their beaks open in wonder. One moment he was there, the
next he was gone. The men, the women, they tottered. The trees, they
bent and swayed. The wind howled as the night wore on, but the man
was gone. He just didn't hope to understand. It was beyond everything
he knew.
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